MISTRUST...RUST...DISTRUST IN MISTS OF TRUST RUST
STALE MATES OF 'HYPERVIGILANCE IN ALARMS SEEKING CONTROLS IN LIMITS OF WOUNDS AND SUFFOCATIONS...SWEET FURY OF REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE IN COMPLIANCE WITH MANAGE THE DAMAGE...
'TO CONFORM TO THE SCRIPT'...AS HUMILIATION AND FEELINGS OF LACK...POWERLESSNESS AND REACTIVITY/RESISTANCE AND REGRET DEFINE...
THE COMPRESSION HUMILIATION DRIVING EFFORT BEYOND TRUTH OF ONE'S REAL INTO CORRIDORING OF 'SAVANTING' FOR RECOGNITION AND REWARD TO 'BE SOMEBODY'...FOR WHO SURRENDERS WITHIN TO THE REAL NATURE OF THE REAL SELF...
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THE OBSTACLES OF SATURN EATING THE CHILDREN’IT IS AS ‘GROUCHO MARX’ ONCE SAID…EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU REMINDS ME OF YOU-----YOUR EYES, YOUR EARS, YOUR MOUTH, YOUR LIPS, YOUR ARMS AND LEGS…EVERYTHING BUT YOUR SELF’…SMALL ACCUMULATIONS OVER A LONG PERIOD OF TIME BECOME TRIALS AND TESTS PROTECTING ‘WHAT MATTERS’ YET SO MUCH IS EXHAUSTED IN THE TRIVIAL AND THE PETTY… ‘WHAT MATTERS’ IS NEVER PRESENT AND IT IS AS ROBERT FROST CAUTIONED THAT WHAT IS ‘WALLED OUT’ IS AS IMPORTANT AS WHAT IS ‘WALLED IN’…MARSHA LOOKED AT HIM… ‘I HAVE TO GO…I DON’T HAVE ENOUGH TIME’…SHE NEEDED MORE AND MORE TIME FOR HER OWN ACTIVITIES…THE SOLUTIONS TO THE SPOTLIGHT POSITION…THE ‘ROLE’ OF THE DRAMA PATHING SHE DEMANDED FROM HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS… A RECOGNITION DEBT…SO MUCH WAS DUTY AND OBLIGATION AND PACIFICATION OF THE FORCES ALL AROUND HER…THE OPERA DRAMA OF UPHEAVAL AND REINTEGRATION…A DIVA DRAMA OF SUSTENANCE…SHE FELT ‘INVISIBLE’ AS SHE SAT IN HER MEDIATRIX ROLE OF SUBTLE SHIFTS AND DIPLOMACY…SHE DID NOT FEEL APPRECIATED FOR THE ‘STROKES’ AND GUIDANCE OF THE DYNAMISM…SHE ONLY FELT THE ENERGIES AS THE GROUNDEDNESS IN HER BEING…HYSTERIA SENSUALISATION IN OVER-EROTICIZED SENSES…THE AROUSALS OF HER SELF ABSORPTION…‘NOTHINGNESS’ THAT CRUSHES INTO LONELINESS AND ‘ILLUSIONS’ COLLIDING WITH SELF DECEPTION…IT IS ‘ECHO’ LOST IN HER ECHOES AND NARCISSUS MESMERIZED BY THE POOL REFLECTIONS…IT IS THE ‘TOO CLOSE TO THE TRUTH’ TO SEE IT…YET SHE FEELS IT IN THE ‘ALARMS AND SIRENS’ OF NOT BEING SATISFIED…BEING TIRED OF THE ENDLESS ‘RINGS’ OF PROTECTING HERSELF…THE INNER TERRAIN OF ‘HUNGRY GHOSTS’ HOLDS HER IN AN INERTIA OF MAINTENANCE AND RECOIL…SPIRALLINGS OF SURVIVAL AS THE FEARS OF BEING CONSUMED OR SWALLOWED UP DRIVE HER TO SUSTAIN THE ALLIANCES WITH THE ‘HUNGRY GHOSTS’…SHE LIVES IN A PRISM OR KALEIDESCOPE OF ALTERING LIGHTS…ANY SENSE OF BLINKING AND FLICKING IS THE DISTRACTION OF AN ECHO THAT FACILITATES CONTROL OF A CERTAIN SPACE… IT IS A FANTASY DISCONNECT AS SHE SEEKS TO BE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION EVEN IF IT IS ONLY HER OWN SELF ABSORPTION…THEY ARE ALL TOO BUSY TO SEE THE DEEPER REALITY OF AWARENESS……………………………………………………………………………………………..100 PROOF=52% OF ALCOHOL BY VOLUME…THE 100 PROOF SPIRIT IS A MIXTURE OF ALCOHOL AND WATER IN PRECISELY THE RIGHT PROPORTIONS THAT WHEN IT IS ‘POURED OVER GUNPOWDER’, THE ‘GUNPOWDER’ CAN STILL BE [JUST BE] IGNITED WITH A FLAME…THERE IS A BLINDNESS TO THE SELF AS SO MANY FUELS FOSTER THE ‘INTENSIFICATION’ OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ ESPECIALLY AS THEY BECOME ‘NO RESISTANCE’ TO THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’…THE FIREWATER TRANSFERRENCE OF ‘CONTACT-CONNECTION’ OF THE ‘FALSE FAMILIAITY’…THE ‘DEADENING’ TO DECEIVE THE SELF AND THE OTHER TO ‘SHARE’ A TIME AND SPACE…TO FACILITATE BEHAVIORS THAT ARE SUPPRESSED AND INHIBITED AS A RESULT OF CONFUSIONS OR REPRESSIONS…IT IS ‘SPLITTING OFF FROM THE REAL’ AND AN ‘INTENSITY’ OF THE ‘FORTRESSING’ AS CONTROL OF THE ‘SHAME…IT WAS NOT ME THAT ‘DID’ SOMETHING…IT WAS THE DRINK OR THE DRUG…THE ‘FLIGHT’ FROM ANY JOURNEY TO THE REAL SELF…TO TAKE PAIN AWAY WITH THE PAIN ANAESTHESIZING OF FEELINGS ONE CANNOT TOLERATE, AT LEAST FOR A TIME…THE ‘UNAVAILABILITY OF SURPRISE’…THE WARINESS AND LACK OF PLEASURE SPONTANEITY…THE SELF OPPRESSED IN THE ‘TYRANNY OF POWERLESSNESS’…A FEAR OF FREEDOM AS DEFENSIVENESS CONSTRAINS INTO COMPLIANCES AND THE WEBBINGS OF IMPOSITION ORDERINGS…TO SATISFY THE DEMANDS OF BECOMING A ‘CORPORATE CITIZEN’ OR AN ‘INSTITUTIONALIZED ROLE PERFORMER’…‘TO BE GOOD’…TO ACHIEVE THE REWARDS OF THEIR WISHES AND CONTROLS…TO AVOID REJECTION, PUNISHMENT AND ADDITIONAL LEVELS OF SHAME…TO TURN AGGRESSIONS INWARD TO PUNISH ONESELF FOR THE ‘HOSTILITY’ AND ‘ANGER’ ONE FEELS…THE ‘INFAIRNESS’ IN THE ‘WRONGFUL TREATMENT’ THAT LACKS RESPECT FOR DIGNITY’ AND THE CURIOSITY OF INNOCENCE AND DISCOVERY IN FINDING ONE’S OWN WAY…THE SUPPRESSED INDIVIDUALITY THAT BATTLES IN REACTIVITY…THE STRUGGLING SELF STRIVING TO GUARD AGAINST ANY LOSS OF PSYCHE TERRAIN IN LEARNING TO ‘DEADEN’ MAKING A ‘BUFFER’ SPACE AGAINST ‘THEIR’ INTIMIDATIONS AND ‘RIGHTEOUS’ FORCEFULNESS…DO NOT MEET IN ‘AVERSION’… BREATHE THROUGH THE ‘SUFFERING’…TO SEEK AFFIRMATION IN SELF GENERATIVITY…SELF LOVE AND COMPASSION FOR WHATEVER YOU DO AND DID TO BEGIN TO DEAL WITH THEIR ‘MAD’ AND ‘VIOLENT’ ACTIONS …‘ABHAYAMUORA’…THE GESTURE OF THE RAISED HAND… ‘HE WHO CAUSES FEAR TO CEASE’…PAUL GAUGUIN‘THE EROTIC INSTINCT OF COMBINING MORE AND MORE LIVING SUBSTANCES INTO GREATER UNITIES VERSUS ‘DEATH INSTINCTS’ OF OPPOSING THIS EFFORT AND MOVING WHAT IS LIVING INTO AN ‘INORGANIC STATE’…SIGMUND FREUDTO SEEK PLAY IN FRESHNESS…AIR DANCE OF NEWNESS OF LOVING INTO ‘PASSIONATE WAYS’…IT IS THE VALUE OF THE ENCOUNTER WITH THE OUTSIDER AS PRINCE MEETING HER IN HER WISHFULNESS, HER DESIRE TO LEAVE… KNOWING ‘THAT WHICH MUST BE LET GO’…KNOWING THE POWER LOVE OF STANDING ON ONE’S OWN…KNOWING ‘BEAUTY AND THE BEAST’ AS THE ACROBATICS OF THE PRINCE LOVING THE PRINCESS ‘ENOUGH’ TO BRING HER THROUGH THE DEPTHS OF EARLY HARM AND FILIAL DEPENDENCY’…HE MEETS HER DESIRE FOR MOTION… TRANSFORMS INTO HER FEMININE SHADOWS AS SHE HOLDS THE POWER OF THE FATHER UNABLE TO LET GO…THE BLOCKED AND WOUNDEDNESS OF THE FROZEN IN TIME ‘LITTLE ONE’ IMPRISONED IN A REACTIVITY AND A FANTASY DREAM OF RESCUE AND RELEASE…FLIGHT AND ESCAPISM OF A SURVIVAL RIGIDITY COMPULSION IN BEING UNWILLING AND UNABLE TO LET GO…NOT SURE OF HOW TO DISSOLVE THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ AMD NOT KNOWING ‘THAT WHICH MUST BE LET GO’…HE LOOKS INTO THE DEPTHS OF HER EYES SEEING FRIGHT AND FLIGHT…A FEAR AND HOPEFULNESS STATE PROTECTING THE UNAVAILABLE VIRGINAL WITH SO MUCH DARKNESS AND LAYERINGS OF ‘TREASURED LOSS’…THE ‘HOLDINGS’ OF A ‘HARD EARNED IDENTITY’ UPON WHICH SO MUCH STRUCTURE AND FORTRESSING WAS BUILT…A CONSTANCY OF ORDERING AS THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ WHERE ‘LEVERAGING’ GRASPS FOR WAYS TO NEUTRALIZE FEELINGS OF VULNERABILITY…SHE HAD NOT ACCESSED NOR HAD SHE RECONCILED HER REAL HUNGERS OF SEXUALITY AS THOSE FEELINGS WERE ALWAYS ‘TAINTED’ BY TRAUMAS, RESENTMENTS, AND THE LOST INNOCENCE’ OF SO MANY YEARS AGO…SHE HAD LEARNED THE MODALITIES OF POWER LOVE TO ‘GET WHAT SHE COULD’…WAYS TO RELIEVE THE EMPTINESS, THE PAIN AND THE LONELINESS…A TERROR OF ABANDONMENT BECAME A MODE OF SEDUCTIVENESS IN BAITING AND TESTING, A WAY OF ‘SUGGESTION’ IN ALWAYS GETTING THEM TO ‘COME BACK FOR MORE’…THE ‘MASTER’ ‘BATING’ OF A WITHHELD CONTEMPT…A DISTANCING ANGER FOR NO ONE COULD REACH HER ‘THERE’ IN THAT PLACE OF HURT…THE PROTECTION VULNERABILITY STATE AS HEALING AND REPAIR SEEMED NOT POSSIBLE…SHE NEEDED HIM TO GO INTO THAT SPACE UNDER THE ROCK…THAT SPACE OF A POTENTIAL RESURRECTION AND A REDEMPTION FOR ALL THE SUFFERING…SHE EXERCISES A ‘PASSIVE AGGRESSIVENESS’ OF MASKING AND ‘ENVY DESIRING’…STALKING AND HUNTING THE MISSING LOVE… THE UNLIVED AND THE UNAVAILABLE THAT WAS WITHHELD FROM THE WOUNDED SPACE…THE SPACE OF TERROR, FRIGHT, NOTHINGNESS AND EMPTINESS…SHE LONGS TO BE TAKEN TO THE PLACE THAT SHE IS UNABLE ‘TO GO TO’ BY HERSELF…THE PLACE OF THE ‘A’ AND THE ‘L’ OF AIR AND VENUS TO ACHIEVE THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’ AND ‘FILLED WITH CREATIVE ENERGY’…SHE DREAMS AND WISHES FOR THE PURITY OF NEW FLOWS FOSTERING AGGRESSIONS IN A ‘MAD THUD’ POUNDING WISHFULNESS…TO ACHIEVE A STATE WHERE HIS ‘IRE’ IS GREATER THAN HER ‘AGONY’…IT IS A DEEP UNCONSCIOUS BATTLE OF MEASUREMENT AND EXPECTANCY YET THE VICTORY IS ONLY ACHIEVABLE IN THE SURPRISE…A ‘SURPRISE’ SHE DREADS AND HOPES FOR…SHE FOSTERS FRUSTRATION, TESTINGS AND TRIALS TEMPERING AND CONTAINING…GROOMING AND GUIDING…SOMETIMES THWARTING THE AGGRESSIONS AS HIS PHALLUS MUST NOT BE MORE THAN THE LEVELS OF HER ‘WISHED FOR’ RELEASE…FOR SHE IS STILL IN THE RAGING UNDERCURRENTS OF AN ‘INCESTUAL ENMESHMENT’…A WEBBING THAT SHE SEEKS TO WIN NOT REALIZING HER TRUTH IS IN HER NEW GENERATIVITY NOT YESTERDAZE…FOR ONE CANNOT GO HOME AGAIN NOR FIGHT THE ‘THIS TIME IT WILL BE DIFFERENT’ BATTLE OF SO LONG AGO…THE PYRRHIC VICTORY OF DISILLUSIONMENT IN THE ‘INNER UNREAL’……SHE IS DRAWN TO HOMOSEXUAL PHALLUS DRIVINGS OF ACCENTUATION AS THE ‘FORCE’ MUST BE ‘CONQUERED’ TO NEUTRALIZE THE DEEP FEELINGS OF THE ‘TYRANNY OF POWERLESSNESS’…IT IS HER ‘YANG’ SEEKING RESONANCE’ AS A FORCE OF SELF…THE EROS OF CONCENTRATED PHALLIC ENERGY MOVING IN CONTROL AND ASSERTION OF BELIEF AND EXPRESSION… BEING ABLE ‘TO MAKE A DENT’ AND BE ‘RECEIVED’…A SEARCH FOR POWER LOVE AS OWNERSHIP OF HER OWN ENERGIES…SHE DOES NOT WANT TO BE THE MALE SHE SIMPLY CONSUMES THE EROS POWER OF THE MALE HOMOSEXUAL TO ‘COMPETE’ IN THE REALM OF THE FATHER AND THE ‘BOYS’…VOYEURISTICALLY TUNING INTO THE ENERGIES OF EXCESSES OF HOMOSEXUALITY AGGRESSIONS AND THE UNDERCURRENTS OF THEIR ‘BONDINGS’ AND ‘DESIRES’ FUELS HER DEFENSES AND ‘CONFIDENCE’… SHE ABSORBS THEIR AVERSIONS AND SWALLOWS THE SUBSTANCE OF THEIR FEARS…IT IS POWER CONQUERS LOVE. IT IS POWER LOVE OVERCOMING ‘POWERLESSNESS’ IN RELEASING FROM THE LIMITS OF THE AUTHORITY OF THE PATERNAL…IT IS CONTAINMENT OF THE ‘FEAR OF DEPENDENCY’ AS SHE CONTROLS THE WAYS AND PATTERNS OF ENCOUNTER… THE ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’ WAYS OF CONTROLLING HER MALE ENCOUNTERS…AT LEAST UNTIL SHE IS ‘STRONG ENOUGH’ TO TAKE DOWN THE ‘FALSENESS’ AND THE ‘IMAGINED’ THAT ‘DISTANCES HER FROM HER REAL FEELINGS AND OPPORTUNITY FOR TRUE INTIMACY REALIZED IN INTEGRITY OF HER SELF…IT IS HOW THE EMPRESS RULES CONSUMING HIS LONELINESS… FEEDING ON HIS DAMAGED RHYTHMS OF CONTROL…SHE BAITS AND WAITS FOR THE OPPORTUNITY TO GET WHAT IS NEEDED AS SHE SEIZES THE FLAWED MOMENT…SHE IS IN A WARFARE OF YESTERDAZE BUILDING HER ‘INNER UNREAL’ HUNGRILY MOVING AS THE ‘KISS OF THE SPIDERWOMAN’…POWER LOVE…THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ TO ‘ESTABLISH’ THE OPPORTUNITY FOR THE REAL SELF TO DISSOLVE ‘THAT WHICH MUST BE LET GO’…READINESS IN ‘EARNED STRENGTH’ OF SELF RELIANCE BREATHING PAST THE WOUNDS AND BLOCKS THAT LIMIT…SHE ACCESSES THE YANG TO BEGIN TO DISSOLVE HER FALSELY STRUCTURED ‘INNER UNREAL’…THE PENETRATION SEEDING OF OVERCOMING THE OLD ORDER…THE RESTABILIZING OF THE REAL FEELINGS AS RECENTERED THROUGH REFEELING IN HER REAL SELF…‘I HAVE TO GO…I HAVE TO GO…I HAVE TO LEAVE’…MARSHA STAMMERED, OBVIOUSLY TORN BETWEEN DIFFERENT HUNGERS…IT WAS A ‘DOORKNOB’ CONVERSATION THAT LEFT THE TRUTH OF WHAT THEY MEANT TO ONE ANOTHER HANGING AS SHE WENT INTO ‘FLIGHT’…POWER LOVE…MARSHA DANGLING IN HER DESIRE TO CONTROL THE ‘ATTENTION TENSION’ IN A SPOTLIGHT DANCE OF MEISM…A DANCE THAT CONSTANTLY SOUGHT ORBITAL ENTITIES TO SERVE AND HELP HOLD IN HER WEB…A PRISM OR KALEIDESCOPE WEBBING OF ALTERING LIGHTS…SHE LEARNS TO BECOME THE SPIDER IN PROJECTING THE WAYS AND WEBBINGS ON THE OTHERS…A GREAT DANCE OF DIFFICULTY AS HE RISKS THE OUTCOME OF DISPOSABILITY AND BEING ‘EATEN UP’ AS SHE ACHIEVES HER CREATIVE CENTERING IN SOLITUDE ‘ALONE’ AND STRENGTHENED IN A ‘RECONSTITUTION’ OF PRESZENCE…IT IS THE UNCONSCIOUSNESS AS RUTHLESSNESS SEEKING TO OVERCOME THE ‘TYRANNY OF POWERLESSNESS’…IT IS THE EMERGING AWARENESS OF SIMONE DE BEAUVOIR’S ADVICE AS‘ANGER OR REVOLT THAT DOES NOT BECOME PART OF THE MUSCLES AND FIBERS OF THE BODY REMAINS A FIGMENT OF THE IMAGINATION’…IT IS AN INNER QUEST FOR THE GREAT MATERNAL ROLE OF UNQUESTIONED ‘GENEROSITY’ AND KINDNESS THAT IS THE EPITOME OF POWER LOVE…TO HAVE, TO HOLD, TO CALL FORTH AND REPLENISH ALL WITHIN AND ALL AROUND…A FANTASY STRATEGY OF DESIRE WILLING TO BUILD A VISION OF THE SELF ON SHIFTING SANDS…SHIFTING SORROWS AND BRIEF RELIEFS IN A COMING AND GOING OF POWER LOVE…SHE HOLDS THE SHAME AND GUILT OF THE GREAT BREAST OF THE GREAT MOTHER…THE SILENCE IN A ‘TAKING AWAY’ AND A ‘DENIAL’…THE MISSING NURTURANCE AND PROTECTION FROM SO LONG AGO…THE FEELING OF EARLY REJECTION OF NOT WANTING TO BE WANTED BECOMES THE FOSTERING OF DESIRE AS ‘WANTING TO BE WANTED’…SHE THRIVES AS THE ‘MISTRESS OF INDIRECTION’…SHE OWNS THE SPIDERWEBBING…THE KINWEBS OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL…THE WARDS AND FORTRESSES AS ‘THE GREAT MOTHER’ IN HER ‘SHESHADOWS’ BECOMING POWER LOVE…‘DA DA AND MA MA’…SHE FUNCTIONS IN A VALIDATION IN SERVICE TO THEIR ‘EGOISM’… PAYING TRIBUTE TO THEIR ROLE DRAMAS OF STRIVING TO NEUTRALIZE A DEEP REALITY OF ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’… THE ‘ANAL ALL’ AS IMAGE AND THE ‘HOMAGE TO THEIR INNER UNREAL STATUS’ AS DEFINED IN A MATERIALISM OF DISPLAY AND FORTRESSED ACCUMULATIONS OF WHO WE ARE ‘TO BE SEEN AS’ AND ACCEPTED AS AT ‘FACE VALUE’…SHE MAY BECOME SATURNALIAN IN REVERIE AND GET LOST IN THE HUNGERS OF ‘SATURN EATING THE CHILDREN’… A RAGE ‘INFERNO OF FURY’ CONSUMING AND BUYING TIME IN BLOCKS, LIMITATIONS AND OBSTACLE COURSINGS…IT THE LABYRINTHIAN VULNERABILITY OF FALSE CONSTRUCTION AS ‘UNAVAILABILITY’ AT THE LEVEL OF ONCE UPON A TIME ‘ABANDONMENT’…IT IS THE DEPTH OF POWER CONQUERS LOVE THAT MUST FIND THE WAY THAT LOVE OVERCOMES FEAR…IT IS THE PARALYSIS OF HOLDING, HOLDING, HOLDING SEEKING TO SUCCESFULLY ‘COUNTER’ THE FORCE OF THE ‘IMPACT’ INTO HER…THE DEGREE TO WHICH ‘THEY FAILED HER’ BECOMES HER WAY TO ‘FAIL THEM’…AS LONG AS THEY ALL SUSTAIN THE DRAMA OF THE ‘AGREED UPON’ MYTHOLOGY THAT MAINTAINS THE ‘INNER UNREAL…FLIGHT…SHE LEAVES UNABLE TO BE IN PRESENCE…A SEDUCTION OF GIVING AND TAKING AWAY AS CONSOLIDATION OF GAINS…THE LEVERAGINGS OF THE FORTRESSING OF THE INNER UNREAL…A MIRRORING OF HER CONTRADICTIONS AND SEARCH FOR BALANCE IN A FALSE AND CONFUSED OLD ORDERING…THE SEDUCTION FORCE OF ‘INTENSITY’ BINDING AND BLINDING AS SHE IS UNABLE TO ACCESS THE PASSION OF HER WAY BEYOND THE KINWEBBINGS…‘PASSION’…THE TRUTH OF THE REAL…THE TRUTH OF HOW TO COUNTER THE ENTANGLEMENTS OF THE POWERS OF THE ‘HUNGRY GHOSTS’…LETTING GO OF THE TREADMILL PATTERNS OF NON GROWTH OF ‘INTENSITY’…THE EXTREME WAYS OF DRIVING MORE INTO A SMALLER AND SMALLER REAL AS THE INNER UNREAL GETS LARGER AND LARGER…THE GRANDIOSITY OF THE SELF ABSORPTION BLINDING THE POTENTIAL OF THE REAL…SHE MIXES REACTIVITY IN WISHES OF ABANDON AND ABANDONMENT… SHE SIMPLY NEEDS LOVE GREATER THAN THE PAIN OF SO MUCH LOSS…LOST INNOCENCE AND THE GUILT OFA BETRAYAL OF THE SELF IN DOING WHAT WAS ‘DONE’ TO HER IN HER UNCONSCIOUSNESS…‘NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF DENIAL’…MARSHA GLARED…‘YOU REALLY GO TOO FAR’…‘I AM TRYING TO BE PATIENT WITH YOUR UNAVAILABILITY…TRYING TO UNDERSTAND YOUR NON-CONNECTION’‘STOP LOOKING IN THE MIRROR AND LOOK AT ME…I HAVE TO GO NOW’…IT IS ‘ECHO’ LOST IN HER ECHOES AND NARCISSUS MESMERIZED BY THE POOL REFLECTIONS…‘YOU NEVER REALLY LISTEN. YOU DON’T HEAR WHAT I AM SAYING’‘YES I DO, I JUST SEE A DIFFERENT PATHING INTO WHAT IS REAL.’‘EVERYTHING I SAY IS REAL’…HE IS ‘MERE MAN’ IN HER ECHOIC DRAMA…A SEED OF VALUE IN HER QUEST OF MATERNAL TOTALITY…SHE SEEKS TO COUNTER THE MATERNAL IN BEING MORE SO WHILE THWARTING AND CONSUMING THE PATERNAL ENERGIES…IT IS AKIN TO A FORM OF SATURNALIAN CANNIBALISM AS SHE EATS THE TENSIONS OF NON- CONNECTION… SHE COUNTERS HER LEVEL OF ANXIETY AND MAINTAINS IT AT ITS’ FAMILIAR LEVELS WHILE SHE CONSUMES THE ANXIETY OF THE OTHERS AS A ‘DRAWING’ AND A ‘WITHDRAWAL’ FROM THE REAL…IT IS THE OPPORTUNITY OF THE CRISIS AS THE RISK OF ‘LETTING GO’ MAY ONLY BE POSSIBLE WHEN ONE IS STRONG ENOUGH TO ACHIEVE REAL ESCAPE VELOCITY AND NOT SLIDE BACK INTO THE OPPRESSIVENESS OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’…IT IS A LEVERAGING OF ENERGIES IN EXCHANGE FOR SOUL…THE FALSE IDOLATRY MAINTAINED IN A HYPOCRISY OF AUTHORITY ADHERENCE AND BELIEF…IT IS IN THIS MILIEU THAT SOMETHING ‘POTENTIALLY REAL’ GNAWS…THE APPETITE IS TUNED TO A NEW WAY…A GROWTH TO SELF RELIANCE AND RESOLVE BEYOND PACIFIERS OF CONVENIENCE AND FUELS OF THE FAMILIAR… ‘HUNGER MAKES THEM STUPID’… ‘LOOK AT WHAT THEY ARE WILLING TO DO’………………………………………………………………………………………………A ‘READINESS WAVE’…A 20 MICROVOLT ELECTRICAL SURGE ACROSS THE FRONTAL CORTEX…THE AVAILABILITY OF HEART TO MOVE THROUGH THE STOMACH…THE FON TRIBE IN AFRICA DEFINES AN ENTIRE RANGE OF CHARACTER AND PERSONALITY VIA THE STOMACH… AS IN XO VE SIN-A BITTER STOMACH IS ATTACHED [HUNGER] OR E DO XOMEE-HE SPOKE FROM THE STOMACH [FRANKNESS]…THE ROLE OF THE ‘HUNGRY GHOSTS’ IN MAINTAINING THE ORDERING THROUGH THE APPETITES…‘THE HYPNO-CIRCUS OF ‘TRANCE NATION’ FEEDING ON THE POISONS OF THE EXCESSES…THE FALSE IDOLS AND THE DESPERATENESS OF LEVERAGINGS TO PROVE ‘SELF WORTH’…THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ BECOMES AN ALMOST TOTALITARIAN DICTATOR IN ‘STRIVING’ TO GAIN AN EDGE AND SHIFT THE POWERLESSNESS TO ANOTHER…IT IS A TREADMILL NIGHTMARE AS EACH ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT IGNITES THE NEW ORDER AND ACCELERATES PACINGS UNTIL THE NEXT SHOCK…IT IS DARWINIAN AS ‘EVOLUTION IS A MIXTURE OF CHANCE AND NECESSITY’ AND ‘SMALL CHANGES LEAD TO EVOLUTIONARY ADAPTATIONS’…THE SHOCK AND RECOILS…THE ‘SHOCK OPERAS’…THE ‘HEADLINE DRAMA’…THE ‘ELECTRONIC HEN HOUSE PANICKED EVERYDAY’ AND ‘TITILLATED’ BY THE GOSSIP WARS OF THE BUFFER CLASS OF MEDIA PERFORMERS…THE EROSTOCRACY AND THE ARISTOCRACY ‘CONSUMING’ THE CHILDREN, THE ADULTS AND THE NARROWED SAVANTS OF AMBITIONS AND SCHEMES…TO CONSUME THE ENERGIES OF THE MANY FOR THE BENEFIT OF THE FEW…AS DRUGS AND DREAMS COMPEL… ‘MAYBE IT IS BETTER, NOT TO BE YOUR OWN REALITY’…THE OPPRESSIVENESS COMPELS ANAESTHETIZING STRATEGIES TO DEAL WITH THE ‘TYRANNY OF POWERLESSNESS’… ‘E PLURIBUS ‘OOH NUMB’…UNUM…HOW DOES ONE BREAK THROUGH THE MYTHOLOGY…THE ‘VIRGIN FRIGHT’ OF ALARMS…‘THE DUCK DOES NOT BEAT HIS WINGS TO SAY ‘COCK-A-DOODLE-DO’’… A FON TRIBE SAYING…GOETHE’S LAW OF REQUIRED CHANGE …THE EYE IS COMPELLED TO A FORM OF OPPOSITION…SETTING EXTREME AGAINST EXTREME… QUICKLY MERGING OPPOSITES AND STRIVING TO ACHIEVE A WHOLE…‘VIRGIN FRIGHT’…DEEP PANIC…PARALYSIS VULNERABILITY… REACTIVATIONS OF TRAUMA FEELINGS…RECURRENCY OF FRIGHT FEARS…BEHAVIORS TO AVOID OR BLOCK…EXPOSURES…THE ‘AROUSAL TERRORS’…THE ‘AIR EXCITEMENTS AND HAUNTINGS’… STRIVINGS TO COUNTER AND CONTROL…ANTICIPATORY DEFENDINGS PRECLUDING REAL TIME PRESENCE IN ‘AS IS’ STATES…HUNGERS TO PACIFY AND SATISFY THE PRESSURES OF THE HUNGRY GHOSTS…THE FEAR THAT ONE WILL DO SOMETHING WRONG…TO BE SENT TO ONE’S ROOM…‘GO TO YOUR RUMI’…………………………………………………………………………………………………‘‘WHOOOOOOOO’ NEEDS HIM ANYWAY’THE SACRED SPACE I HOLD FOR MYSELF… MY ZONE OF CONTROL… NO ONE WILL EVER BE THERE EXCEPT ME…I HAVE MY LIMITS…‘YOU CAN’T JUST BUY ME OFF WITH AN ‘ICE MOCHA’…‘WHY NOT’…MARSHA THINKS TO HERSELF…‘HE GOES ‘TOO FAR’…I CANNOT LET HIM OWN ME…I REFUSE TO LET ANYONE MAKE ME LET GO OF WHO I AM…THE PERSON I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN…THE PERSON WHO HAS LEARNED TO SURVIVE WITHOUT ANYONE BEING THERE ESPECIALLY WHEN I REALLY NEEDED HELP’…‘YEAH I HAVE AN ABANDONMENT ISSUE…SO WHAT…SO DOES EVERYONE’…‘THAT SOUNDS LIKE CONTEMPT TO ME’…MARSHA REMEMBERS A DIALOGUE WITH A ‘SHRINK’… ‘WELL DOCTOR… MAYBE IT IS AND I DON’T GIVE A FUCK…I WILL DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET WHAT I NEED EVEN IF I AM NOT A COMPLETELY PERFECT SPIRITUAL MODEL’…MARSHA KEPT ON TALKING…‘SO I KNOW I HAVE PASSION FIRE FLOWING AND THAT I AM BURNING AWAY THE ‘UNNECESSARY’ AND THE ‘EXCESSES’…AT LEAST I KNOW I AM NOT DEADENED LIKE SO MANY WHO ‘ONLY DREAM THEY ARE AWAKE’…I HAVE FEELINGS THAT MATTER’…‘MEN…THEY ONLY HAVE ONE THING ON THEIR MINDS’…‘MARSHA, YOU KNOW I CANNOT WAIT ON SOMEONE LOST IN THEIR OWN INDULGENCES…SOMEONE WHO HAS NO TIME FOR MY NEEDS’…‘YEAH..YOU SAY THAT THEN YOU TRY TO TAKE OFF MY PANTS AS YOU PLAY UPON MY GUILT. LOOK, I AM JUST STARTING TO BELIEVE THAT MY OWN NEEDS ARE IMPORTANT’…‘AH. QUITE TRUE YET YOUR UNCONSCIOUSNESS AND YOUR INNER UNREAL HAS BEEN DOING YOUR DIRTY WORK FOR A LONG TIME…YOU ARE JUST TIRED OF THE TIME IT TAKES AND YOU ARE BEGINNING TO FACE YOUR OWN RESOLVE’…‘WELL MY RESOLVE IS TO NOT HAVE TO WAIT FOR ANYONE…I NEED TO FEEL INDEPENDENT IN MY OWN SPEED AND CAPACITY…MAYBE THEN I WILL DO SOME ORIGINAL CREATIVE GENERATIVITY’…‘AH…PERSONAL SPACE… SPACE TO FLOURISH IN ‘GETTING THE FUELS’ YOU NEED TO DO WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S WORK’…‘FINDING ONE’S PASSION’…‘MY WAY’‘YEAH, ‘MY WAY’ OR THE HIGHWAY’…‘YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE SEEKING ‘INTEGRITY’…‘I KNOW THAT IS WHY WE ARE STILL FIGHTING FOR THE INTIMACY FULLNESS IN GETTING BEYOND REACTIVITY AND THE EXCESSES OF THWARTING… THE TRUTH OF PRESENCE… ‘REAL HEART’ IN A ‘COMING FORWARD’ AS ‘REAL SOUL’…‘IT TAKES TIME TO LET GO…MEMORY IMAGES AND FANTASY PATTERNS PROVIDE SAFETY AND PROTECTION AGAINST THE VULNERABILITY OF BEING OR FEELING NEGLECTED…YOU DON’T REALLY KNOW WHAT I HAD TO DO…‘AH, THE NEED FOR POWER LOVE’…‘MOOD SWINGS’…MAYBE IT IS JUST ‘INERTIA’ AS A CHANNEL OF ANAL RETENTIVENESS…WHERE THE PRIVATE LITTLE REALM OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ IS ALL THAT MATTERS…MAYBE ‘POWER LOVE’ IS ALL ABOUT A GROUND FLOOR OF PERSONAL SAFENESS…MAYBE ALL THAT MATTERS IS THAT YOU HAVE BUILT A FORTRESS SO THAT NO ONE CAN HURT YOU AGAIN’…‘TRUE TO SOME EXTENT, YET I KNOW THAT A SHIP MAY BE SAFE IN A HARBOR ,BUT THAT IS NOT WHAT SHIPS ARE FOR…BEING SAFE SO THAT NO ONE CAN HURT YOU AGAIN…BEING INDEPENDENT TO TAKE CARE OF ONESELF…ABLE TO BE ‘ALONE’ IN THE ECHOES OF A SHOCK LOSS OF INNOCENCE MEMORY AND STILL FULLY GO INTO THE FUTURE’…MARSHA CURLS SPIRALLING INWARD INTO THE CHAIR…SEEKING A SAFENESS CONTROL AND SIMULTANEOUSLY BEING MANIPULATIVE IN HER CAT-LIKE SEXUALITY…A DESIRE TO HAVE TOTAL CONTROL… POWER LOVE…A RELEASE THAT MEANS ‘NO ONE’ CAN MAKE HER FEEL ‘DEPENDENT’ OR ‘ABANDONED’ AGAIN…THE SEEMING SOLUTION QUEST OF ALONENESS IN BECOMING SEPARATE FROM THE RHYTHMS OF LIFE…ILLUSION…SPLITTING OFF…DISSOCIATION…TO ‘OWN ONE’S OWN’ EMOTIONAL TERRAIN YET SHE KNOWS THAT ‘REAL ENCOUNTER’ IS THE DANGER OF EMOTIONAL UPHEAVAL AND THE LACK OF CONTROL OF HER ‘INNER UNREAL’…A LOSS OF THE ‘SELF’ FEARING THE VERY THING DESIRED YET RECOILING AND PREVENTING THE ‘SURPRISE’ OF EROS…‘WHOOOOOOOOOOOO NEEDS HIM ANYWAY’…‘IT IS BETTER TO BE A FISH WITHOUT A BICYCLE LEARNING HOW TO ENJOY THE INTENSITY OF THE ‘VIRGINALONENESS’ ZONING OF CLOSED OFF SEXUALITY…AT LEAST ONE KNOWS ‘SELF-RELIANCE’ THAT ONE’S OWN HANDS ARE THERE AND ALL EMOTIONS ARE CONTAINED’…BEING LOST IN LOSS WHILE SIMULTANEOUSLY PLEASURING ONESELF IS THE INNER SEDUCTION OF ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION’ RIDING THE INNER FANTASY ECHOES OF DISTORTION… THE PARTIAL OR INCOMPLETE RELEASE BECOMES THE NORM…THE ‘BETTER THAN NOTHING’ SQUIRMING PLEASURE DOES HAVE VALUE YET THE ‘SPLITTING OFF’ OF THE REAL HAS LONG TERM CONSEQUENCES…THE TOTALITY OF SELF IS ONLY ACHIEVABLE IN A FULLNESS OF ENCOUNTER…GENITAL PRIMACY IS NEVER ENCOUNTERED WHEN ONE IS CURLED INWARD IN THE ‘FALSE ECHOES OF SELF ABSORPTION’…THE SELF ABSORPTION MAY BE A NECESSARY PASSAGE TO FACE FEARS AND DAMAGE…TO LOVE ONESELF AND MAYBE THEN LEARN TO LOVE THE ‘OTHER’…AS JULIA KRISTEVA SAID ‘ONE MUST RENOUNCE ONE’S AUTO-EROTICISM IN ORDER TO FIND A PARTNER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX’…ONE’S OWN EROTICISM LIMITS AS CONTROL AND FORTRESSING OF THE FORCES WITHIN… THERE IS NO FULLY REALIZED SELF IF ONE DOES NOT ‘MATE’ OR ENCOUNTER THE PRESENCE OF THE OTHER IN COMPLEX REAL INTIMACY…WITHOUT REAL INTIMACY EVERYTHING IS PRECONDITIONED AS A ‘COURTING’ MODE AS EVERYTHING IS KNOWN IN ADVANCE…NO SURPRISES ARE ALLOWED…ONE LIVES WITHIN SELF CONTAINMENT AND NEVER EXPERIENCES THE FEELINGS OF BEING FULLY HUMAN…THE ‘GROUCHO MARX’ QUOTE IS RESTATED… ‘EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU REMINDS ME OF YOU-----YOUR EYES, YOUR EARS, YOUR MOUTH, YOUR LIPS, YOUR ARMS AND LEGS…EVERYTHING BUT YOUR SELF’…IT IS ALL ABOUT HUNGER AND THE MISSING THAT DRIVES US INTO SHORT TERM PACIFIERS AND CONVENIENCES…IT IS AS RICHARD WRIGHT SAID ‘MAN CAN STARVE FROM A LACK OF SELF-REALIZATION AS MUCH AS THEY CAN FROM A LOAF OF BREAD’…IT IS THE TERRAIN OF THE ‘BAKKWEIRD’ CURLING IN TO THE CAVE OF EXPLORATION UNABLE TO MEET THE UNKNOWN OF THE REAL…IT IS THE ZONING AND HONING SPACE OF THE MISTRESS OF INDIRECTION… THE DISSATISFIED AND WOUNDEDNESS SEEKING ‘THROUGH FLIGHT AND ESCAPISM FANTASY’ TO DRAW THE AVAILABLE ENERGIES TO FUEL THE PATTERN…IT IS THE ALCOHOLIC ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ INFERIORITY SENSES AS REINFORCED BY LACK AND SHAME…IT IS THE ‘INTENSITY’ IN THE DENSITY’ UNABLE TO BE IN A WILL OF PASSION TO LIVE ONE’S OWN LIFE…IT IS THE ‘INTERIORITY’ AS SPIRALLING SELF IN A STRATEGY OF POWER LOVE…THE QUEST FOR CONTROL AND SOME FORM OF SATISFACTION BY WHATEVER MEANS…THE DARKNESS WITHIN…THE TERRAIN OF ‘SHESHADOWS’… SURVIVAL…COPING… THE HALF A LOAF IS BETTER THAN NONE WAY OF GOING ON… THE PERFORMANCE AND ROLE MUST YIELD TO THE FEELING…THE CASTLE FORTRESSING GAUNTLET OF THE DRAGON LADY…AN IDENTITY OF DENIAL ENVELOPED IN FIRE…THE RESCUE OF THE PRINCESS TRAPPED BEHIND TOO MANY DISAPPOINTMENTS…GRASPING FOR POWER LOVE…YET KNOWING LOVE IS THE PERSONAL POWER THAT IS THE REAL…IT IS THE OVERCOMING OF THE SELF…IN THE RELEASE… THE POSSIBLE... SHE KNOWS THAT ‘HE CAN TAKE HER TO PLACES SHE CANNOT GO BY HERSELF’… SHE KNOWS IT IS THE COST OF THE UNKNOWN…A COST THAT ONE MAY NOT LIKE THE SELF THAT IS FULLY RECOGNIZED…THE SELF BEYOND THE CRAFTED ‘IMAGE’ …IT IS A COMPLEX WAY OF PERSONALITY AS ‘DESIRE IS A STRATEGIST’ SEEKING TO SATISFY BY WHATEVER MEANS…SHE MAY GENERATE OBSTACLES AS CONTROL MECHANISMS OF INTENSITY THAT ‘TEMPORARILY’ FEED HER ‘UNREAL’ WHILE LOOKING FOR THE ‘FLAW’ THAT WILL ALLOW HER TO ERUPT…POWER CONQUERS LOVE. LOVE CONQUERS POWER. IT IS A WILL TO CONNECT AS A PATH OF HEART PRESENCE. IT IS THE INTIMACY OF REAL TIME WITHOUT MISDIRECTION AND ESCAPIST FANTASY. IT IS LOVE OVERCOMING THE SHAME AND SELF DECEPTIONS OF THE INNER UNREAL. IT IS LOVE CHOOSING TO BE POTENT AND VULNERABLE AS ENCOUNTER CALLS FORTH TRUE ENERGIES. IT IS ACCESS AND ACCEPTANCE AS EACH RESPECTS THE YIN/YANG RANGING DEPTHS OF THE QUEST TO AFFIRM THE FULLNESS OF AUTHENTICITY…IT IS REAL INSTINCT AND INTUITION OF ENCOUNTER… TUNING AND TONING IN HEART WILL TO CONNECT…IT IS LOVE GREATER THAN FEAR…STEP, STEP, STEP… LEARNING A LITTLE BIT AT A TIME…AN EMERGENCE SHEDDING THE EXCESSES THAT SUFFOCATE THE REAL… ‘JOUISSANCE’…THE PLEASURE IN THE SPONTANEITY…AN EMERGENCE OF THE REAL IN FEELINGS AND WILL OF CONNECTION…EROS BOX OF DOLLZ IN DEEP SHARING HIP WARS OVERLAPPINGS OF COMMON GROUND...TOO MUCH OF A STATE OF 'LAP' AND MEMORY LAPSE... 'JUST KEEP DOING WHAT YOU ARE DOING PHILOSOPHY OF POST 9-11 IN CONSUMPTION INERTIA OF DISASTER CAPITALISM FUELED BY 'MASS-OCCUR' RHYTHMS...THE NORMALCY OF 'INSULATIONS' OF NOT FELT AS 'SHOCK OF CORN' PADS IN CORN SYRUP AND EXCESSES OF A LACK OF 'CORE'-IN...THE ONGOING MOMENTUM OF 'BUILDING PYRAMIDS' SUSTAINED IN A SEA OF SEW DA...
FLASH INTERSECT.ECHO BALANCES.RAWAR SENSES
SCENE FROM 'THE FALL'FLASH INTERSECTIONFIRE JOLTING FLASH THREAT MICRO-MOMENTERUPTIVE SCREECHING ‘YEEJGZKXXB’ SPEED‘PULL BACK’ IN A NON-WORD VISCERAL ALARMAS ‘Q’ AWAKENING PERIPHERAL VISIONECHO DEPTH REACTIVITY SHIFTINGTHE ‘DA’ MOMENT OF DIRECTION ‘PROMPT’SPATIAL DIMENSION CONSCIOUSNESSINTERSECTION ASH FLASH FIRE FURYSAT-URN BURNT-OUT G-RANT COST-CORED RAGE MAD-MAN RACING THROUGH‘STOP’ LIGHT ‘WILFULNESS-BLINDNESS’SEEMING CLARITY IN A DREAM FIELD ‘SAFE’VIEWING KITTY-CORE ‘NEAR’ FOCUS OF ‘CAR’ ‘L’BOYZ PROTECTION DRAMA ‘BLOCKING’ OUTPSYCHE BEYOND ‘BRED’NARROWNESS VISIONUNSEEN AND UNFELT CRASH COLLISIONISMEMOTIONAL ‘BLINDSIDE’ SURPRISE HAZARDWARNING SIGN OF TIME TO REDIRECTSLOWING DOWN OUT OF INERTIAPRESENCE IN TRAUMA RECURRENCEDANGER RISK INTENSITY-DENSITY COMPRESSIONRELEASING INTO FULLNESS OF SENSESTO MOVE OUT OF IMPOSITION COMPLIANCESIN THE CRISIS TEMPO TO REDIRECT WAYSTHE INNER STRONGER THAN THE EXTERNALSDEEP SILENCE MOVING AROUND THE OBSTACLESKING OF ECHOES SPARKS NEW FLOWSMISDIRECTION AND INDIRECTION AS MAGICKTO PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT IS IMPORTANTDRIVES OF INNER NECESSITY PAST ‘SPELLS’OVERHAULING Q’S OF DREAMZ INTO REALFANTASY EMULATION STRATEGIES OF TREASUREDRAKING THROUGH LOSS INTO MANIFESTATIONSHEART AND PRESZENCE…[C] WPC 8.11.08VESTIBULAR APPARATUS...DEPTHS OF INNER EARS WHERE OTOLITHS AS 'EAR ROCKS' EMBEDDED IN A GELATINOUS MASS ARE THE ZONES OF SHIFTING IN PERCEPTIONS AND RESONANCE BALANCINGS....THE MISMATCH OF EYES AND EARS...ALARM VIGILANCES OF CONSUMPTION AND RHYTHMS OF A 'HAVE TO HAVE' SPEED OF THE GREED GLOBAL ORDERING...TEMPOS OF 'SENSORY CONFLICT'.AS 'MASS-OCCUR' MOMENTS OF MASS 'DEEPLY FELT' AND 'COMMONLY SHARED' EXPERIENCES BECOME WAYZ OF ELITE 'BUILDING PYRAMIDS' INERTIA...THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU, THE LESS YOU ARE OF VALUE AS ONE OUT OF MANY FOSTERS TOP DOWN COMPENSATIONS AND EXPENDABILITY...IT IS THE DISTORTION IN ACCUMULATIONS AND IMBALANCES AS 'TOO MUCH' TO COPE AND ENDURE AND NOT ENOUGH TO BREATHE IN HEALTHY WAYS...SOUNDS IN PADDINGS AND STORAGE TO 'GET ALONG AND GO ALONG'...IT IS LIKE MOTION SICKNESS OF STOMACH POISONING...CONFLICT MANAGEMENT IN INSTANT GRATIFICATION AND CONVENIENCES...PACIFIERS AND HOUDINI ESCAPISM AS 'MAYBE IT IS BETTER NOT TO BE YOUR OWN REALITY...'EAR ROCKS' IN THE INNER EARS...THE CALCIUM CARBONATE OR OTOLITHS OF CRYSTALS THAT MOVE CAUSING UNDERLYING 'HAIR CELLS' TO BEND AS TIMBRE AND GRAVITY CONFLICT...DREAMZ AND DAZE...THE HOUDINI ESCAPISM OF DRUGS, DREAMS AND AL CO HAUL...MEDIA SPEED AND LAUGH TRACK GREED WATCHING 'CO'- 'CA' AND CON-O-CO...THE 'CO'- 'LA' OF 'SEW DA' IN THE SEWING 'C' THROUGH THE LOGO 'L'...THE ELECTRONIC HERDING....WHAT IS FAMILIAR AND SAFE AND 'CONTROLLED'...SOUND CRINGES AND GRIMACES, PACIFIERS AND CORRIDORS,,,THE 'NUMBING OUT IN THE WINDS, WAVES AND ZONES'....THE LOCAL AND THE GLOBAL COMING THROUGH THE MEDIA AND THE REACTIVITY RESONANCE OF THE STORMS ALL AROUND
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